30th March, 2008 (Monday)
It's my third day here, it's ok I guess...
Today, in a few hours I'm going to meet the guy who has part time jobs for me. =)
I think I'm suppose to start today which is cool...right? =P
So, I'm in my room in Itaewon, the center of Seoul (or so Omar says xD) and it's almost noon, he is coming to pick me up = at 1h30\2h pm so I've cleaned my room, stored my clothes and after pickin' up a Vanilla latte at Starbucks for 5700won I think I will drink my coffee here at the gosiwon for 100won... xD I mean, c'mon, more than 5dls for a latte?!? Geez...
That's the same as a full meal at McDonalds! The most expensive thing I've bought so far was Gackt's cd =), but it's well woth it!!
I just hope I can make enough to buy a freakin laptop! The gosiwon price includes interet cable, so I really need a laptop! And fast!
I'm dying to go online and talk to everyone! I need to have them telling me they support me! =(
...Man, I need to let this out, but noone can read it...here goes...
I'm so in love with...I can´t!! But I feel it...But it's forbidden! Damn it!
Ok, O******! There, I've said it! I love him! I need to hear his voice, I need his advices, but I mustn't! And I mustn't tell anyone because... because he is married! =X Yes... He is married and he is completly devoted to his wife.
So, once again (as fu**in' always) I love the wrong guy...
Will I ever get it right? No, I think not! Oh god...
sidenote - I know you people are thinking, who the hell goes to another country and gets depressed about loving a guy =X but that's exactly what was affecting me... Go figure! xD
29th March, 2008 (Sunday)
Well, here I am in South Korea!
I arrived yesterday, and even though it's awesome to be in a foreign country, I'm not feeling like I'm going to stay for one year. And here's why:
-The great job proposal is gone, so I'm gonna have to pay house rent and food supllies.
- Omar is not an interesting guy at all.
- I wanted something awesome, and so far I only call this "ok".
So, I'm staying at a gosiwon, I paid 250.000won which I think is 250dls, for a room with TV and internet cable (no pc included xD).
And since my VISA is only for 2 months and unless I can get a contract, I will have to go back home.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
My Korean Journal
The title is self explanatory, I will post here all the journal entries I wrote while being in Korea for 2 months... Since I was alone, I'm pretty sure I didn'n leave out anything unwritten.
As it turns out, the very first day I didn't write anything, except how I felt about Amsterdam airport xD
So, basically I arrived to Seoul, Korea after a 15h flight, and the guy(Omar) who arranged everything for me there, tells me that there is no job, no house, no nothing and that this was all a plan to get me there to marry him!! Imagine my face!! I could've killed him!! I wanted to beat him up!! His supid face staring at me... saying it was all a lie... ARGH!!
It was not bad enough that he picked me up 2 hours later, so there I was, grabbing to my suitcase, thinking what did I get myself into??
When he tells me that, I just thought for 2 seconds... if I freak out, leave or whatever, I will be screwed!! So, I acted all normal as possible, told him that I needed a place to stay, he begged me to stay at his house which I obviously said NO!! So he took me to Itaewon, where he lived, but to a gosiwon (sort of like a frathouse), where we waited for like 3 hours cause noone was in the reception. xD While waiting he was sooooo annoying to me, speaking all this crap about our "wedding" and how happy he was, bla bla... but he was soooo uninteresting I was about to fall asleep! Eventually the reception guy showed up with what I thought was a friend, Omar said we wanted to check in and the guy gave us a tour of the place, and showed me some rooms from me to choose from, with or without window, with fridge, bla bla. I eventually choose room number 8, no window and no fridge xD
Got the paperwork done, payment done and they provided me with a set of keys, one for the room door, and the other for the little closet outside where we should keep our shoes xD
While filling out the papers, I noticed the reception guy's friend was cute =X, and he said "Hello" as he noticed I was looking at him, I'm sure I was all red in the face as I thought "Yay he speaks english!!" Later on I found out that he was also a worker there, who lived there too in the guys's floor ^^
Jin Hwan Kim is his name, and now I can call him a dear friend! But that friendship will be explained later on eheheh
So, all settled and dying of starvation, Omar asked if I wanted to go eat, I said "No I'm too tired I need to sleep (liar!!)" he said that tomorrow he would show me around and monday we would go to his boss so he can give me a part time job. (That's the least you could do!!) He left (thank god), and I took a shower, unpacked my stuff, and went to explore the area. Found a hotel with phone and immediatly called my mom telling her everything, she freaked out logically but I calmed her down saying I had a job on sight and I was not living with him. I then called Isis ^^ and told her all of it, and asked to spread the word that I had arrived safely.
From there, I went to burger king and ate all I was intitled too, burger, fries, coke and onion rings (YummiE!!). Went for a walk around and found a street sail, with loads of cds... looking through the "G" section I read Gackt: Sixth Day... I freaked!! Took it and bought it that moment!! ^^ Feeling all happy, I went back to my gosiwon and as I was undoing my boots sitting on the stairs, Jin was in the reception and with his head at the little window asked me "army boots?" I said yes, and we smiled at eachother. (sillyness)
Went back up to room and didn't do much except fall into a deep sleep not really believing all was happening... I was somewhat mixed up.
*Thanks for reading, tomorrow will continue ^^
GacktAna
As it turns out, the very first day I didn't write anything, except how I felt about Amsterdam airport xD
So, basically I arrived to Seoul, Korea after a 15h flight, and the guy(Omar) who arranged everything for me there, tells me that there is no job, no house, no nothing and that this was all a plan to get me there to marry him!! Imagine my face!! I could've killed him!! I wanted to beat him up!! His supid face staring at me... saying it was all a lie... ARGH!!
It was not bad enough that he picked me up 2 hours later, so there I was, grabbing to my suitcase, thinking what did I get myself into??
When he tells me that, I just thought for 2 seconds... if I freak out, leave or whatever, I will be screwed!! So, I acted all normal as possible, told him that I needed a place to stay, he begged me to stay at his house which I obviously said NO!! So he took me to Itaewon, where he lived, but to a gosiwon (sort of like a frathouse), where we waited for like 3 hours cause noone was in the reception. xD While waiting he was sooooo annoying to me, speaking all this crap about our "wedding" and how happy he was, bla bla... but he was soooo uninteresting I was about to fall asleep! Eventually the reception guy showed up with what I thought was a friend, Omar said we wanted to check in and the guy gave us a tour of the place, and showed me some rooms from me to choose from, with or without window, with fridge, bla bla. I eventually choose room number 8, no window and no fridge xD
Got the paperwork done, payment done and they provided me with a set of keys, one for the room door, and the other for the little closet outside where we should keep our shoes xD
While filling out the papers, I noticed the reception guy's friend was cute =X, and he said "Hello" as he noticed I was looking at him, I'm sure I was all red in the face as I thought "Yay he speaks english!!" Later on I found out that he was also a worker there, who lived there too in the guys's floor ^^
Jin Hwan Kim is his name, and now I can call him a dear friend! But that friendship will be explained later on eheheh
So, all settled and dying of starvation, Omar asked if I wanted to go eat, I said "No I'm too tired I need to sleep (liar!!)" he said that tomorrow he would show me around and monday we would go to his boss so he can give me a part time job. (That's the least you could do!!) He left (thank god), and I took a shower, unpacked my stuff, and went to explore the area. Found a hotel with phone and immediatly called my mom telling her everything, she freaked out logically but I calmed her down saying I had a job on sight and I was not living with him. I then called Isis ^^ and told her all of it, and asked to spread the word that I had arrived safely.
From there, I went to burger king and ate all I was intitled too, burger, fries, coke and onion rings (YummiE!!). Went for a walk around and found a street sail, with loads of cds... looking through the "G" section I read Gackt: Sixth Day... I freaked!! Took it and bought it that moment!! ^^ Feeling all happy, I went back to my gosiwon and as I was undoing my boots sitting on the stairs, Jin was in the reception and with his head at the little window asked me "army boots?" I said yes, and we smiled at eachother. (sillyness)
Went back up to room and didn't do much except fall into a deep sleep not really believing all was happening... I was somewhat mixed up.
*Thanks for reading, tomorrow will continue ^^
GacktAna
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Nowadays. . .
Because I like to contradict and avoid clichés, the first post will be about how life is going nowadays...
For the last 4\5 months I have experienced many changes, many crossings and backing downs...
I think that life is full of twists and turns, but should we go with the flow or fight it's will? I've always let myself go with the flow, except in love matters... xD
In that field I always fight for lost relations, don't ask me why, but as my friends tell me, I choose them! The truth is, I don't have a type, and I don't believe in that, because no matter what you define as your type of person, you will eventually and sometimes subconsciously on porpuse, fall for someone who is everything but the type you wanted...
What are your thoughts on that people? Share them, and I will thank you ^^
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
BFOYOS ^^
Annyeong Haseo!! ^^
The arrival of a new blog from your 2 friends Anec and Isis is here,
this blog is destined for my telling of life effects, transitions and moments that occur with and without Isis's being there.
I sure hope everyone enjoys my sharing ^^
Annyeong =P
The arrival of a new blog from your 2 friends Anec and Isis is here,
this blog is destined for my telling of life effects, transitions and moments that occur with and without Isis's being there.
I sure hope everyone enjoys my sharing ^^
Annyeong =P
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